Til Tuesday

Yes, I am gay that way in the fact that I still love to listen to the 80's music. I do also like some newer stuff but every morning I put in the same CD I made with alot of the old stuff but at the end is my 3 Doors Down collection. The days of having bangs to the heavens and the sides going coast to coast are over along with the fashion trends that we really thought was neat. It really seems as if that decade wasn't that long ago sometimes and I am already looking at turning 40. And then it seems like 17 years ago was just yesterday when I was getting ready to bring Jordan into the world. Damn time flies so make the most of it while you can.....there are days that I wish that I could go back knowing what I know now. When Jordan was just a baby, I used to sit and wonder what she would look like when she got older and if I would raise a good daughter. Well, those days have come and I think she is the best accomplishment I have ever done or will do in my life. She is still the little big brown eyed girl that I am beyond proud of the young woman she has become and actually bawling while I am typing this because my time with her at home is going way too fast now. So with that being said , I am going to end this and go bug her in her room just to her say how gay I am.